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PACIFIST MASOCHIST

I DON'T WANT TO MAKE ART
I WANT TO MAKE MONEY
I JUST WANT TO SELL MYSELF
SO I CAN BE SOMEBODY ELSE

SOMETIMES I'D RATHER LOSE MYSELF
RATHER THAN PROVE MYSELF, OH NO

I JUST WANT TO KEEP ON
KEEP ON SUFFERING
CAUSE I WAS TOLD THAT THAT MEANS
I'LL BE SUCCEEDING SOMEDAY

SOMETIMES I'D RATHER LOSE MYSELF
RATHER THAN PROVE MYSELF, OH NO
CAUSE I KNOW, I'M ON A LOSING STREAK
CAUSE IT'S BEEN LIKE 3 WHOLE WEEKS
SINCE I THOUGHT OF MYSELF

I JUST WANT TO WORK HARD
TO MAKE YOU WANT ME

SOMETIMES I'D RATHER LOSE MYSELF
RATHER THAN PROVE MYSELF, OH NO
CAUSE I KNOW, I'M ON A LOSING STREAK
CAUSE IT'S BEEN LIKE 3 WHOLE WEEKS
SINCE I THOUGHT OF MYSELF

CREEP OUT // FREAK OUT

NOBODY CARES LIKE I CARE
NOBODY DARES TO SAY WHAT I SAY
THE PAST IS FREAKY CAUSE I USED TO CARE LESS
THE FUTURE LOOKS A LITTLE TOO PERILOUS

I DON'T KNOW WHY

AFRAID OF ANYTHING I DON'T UNDERSTAND
ENJOY MY BRAIN WASHED WITH MY HEAD IN THE SAND
MY BLOOD WILL THICKEN AND I'LL DIE IN SLOW-MO
REMAIN SELF CONSCIOUS TILL THE MOMENT I GO

I DON'T KNOW WHY

I'M GONNA TO CREEP YOU OUT
I'M GONNA TO FREAK YOU OUT

FEEL SO GUILTY BUT I DON'T KNOW WHY
GO ON A WITCH HUNT TO MAKE THEM ALL FRY
NOW I FEEL BETTER, STILL DON'T KNOW WHY
MY HEAD IS FULL OF A TRUTH THAT'S A LIE

I DON'T KNOW WHY

I'M GONNA TO CREEP YOU OUT
I'M GONNA TO FREAK YOU OUT

NEVER BEEN SHY

I'VE NEVER BEEN SHY TO CUT OFF MY NOSE
TO SPITE MY FACE SO EVERYONE WILL KNOW
THAT I BREAK MY PRECIOUS BACK
TO GIVE YOU WHAT I THINK YOU NEED
BUT I ALWAYS GET IT WRONG
OF THAT MUCH I AM GUARANTEED

SO I DON'T KNOW WHERE I'M GOING
NO I DON'T KNOW WHERE I'M GOING TO
BUT IT'S NOWHERE WITH YOU

I'VE NEVER BEEN SHY TO UNBUTTON MY SKIRT
TO ANYONE WHO'S BRAVE ENOUGH TO FLIRT
WELL I DIDN'T KNOW YOU THEN
AND I SURE AS HELL DON'T KNOW YOU NOW
BUT I LOVE YOU ALL SAME
BUT NOW IT'S TIME I TAKE A BOW

SO I DON'T KNOW WHERE I'M GOING
NO I DON'T KNOW WHERE I'M GOING TO
BUT IT'S NOWHERE WITH YOU

I'M SO SICK AND TIRED
OF TRYING TO PLEASE YOU BABY
CAUSE NOW I CAN SEE THAT
I'M NOT GOING TO MAKE YOU HAPPY
I'M GOING TO KILL MYSELF
TRYING TO MEET YOU HALFWAY

SO I DON'T KNOW WHERE I'M GOING
NO I DON'T KNOW WHERE I'M GOING TO
BUT IT'S NOWHERE WITH YOU

DEATH OR FAME

DEATH OR FAME
WHICHEVER COMES FIRST
I DON'T MIND, AS LONG AS IT HURTS
I WON'T FORGIVE MYSELF
IF I GIVE UP BEFORE I DIE
DEATH OR FAME

CAME HERE TO GET WHAT I PAID FOR
CAME HERE TO DO WHAT I WAS MADE FOR
RAN OUT OF MONEY SO I MADE MORE
SUFFICIENTLY SELF OBSESSED
SUFFICIENTLY WELL DRESSED
SEND THIS FACE OUT INTO SPACE
READY TO START A GANG
EAGER TO START A CULT
CAUSE IF I DON'T MAKE IT
IT'S MY OWN FAULT

DEATH OR FAME
WHICHEVER COMES FIRST
I DON'T MIND, AS LONG AS IT HURTS
I WON'T FORGIVE MYSELF
IF I GIVE UP BEFORE I DIE
DEATH OR FAME

CAME HERE TO GET WHAT I PAID FOR
CAME HERE TO DO WHAT I WAS MADE FOR
RAN OUT OF LOVE SO I MADE MORE
SUFFICIENTLY SELF OBSESSED
SUFFICIENTLY WELL DRESSED
SEND THIS FACE OUT INTO SPACE
READY TO START A GANG
EAGER TO START A CULT
CAUSE IF I DON'T MAKE IT
IT'S MY OWN FAULT

DEATH OR FAME
WHICHEVER COMES FIRST
I DON'T MIND, AS LONG AS IT HURTS
I WON'T FORGIVE MYSELF
IF I GIVE UP BEFORE I DIE
DEATH OR FAME

WEIRD GUILT

I'M JUST LIKE YOU
I CAN'T STAND IT
I'M GOING TO CHANGE MY JOKES
MY HABITS
I DON'T WANT TO BE A LOVER AGAIN
IF BEING A LOVER MEANS BEING YOUR FRIEND

NO I
NO I
NO I DON'T
WHAT DOES THAT MAKE ME?
BUT JUST A LITTLE INSINCERE

SO YOU WANNA LEAD THE HORSES TO DIE
SO YOU WANNA EAT THE APPLE FROM MY EYE
SO RUTHLESS CAUSE YOU'RE SO INSECURE
SO SENTIMENTAL CAUSE YOU USED TO BE PURE

NO I
NO I
NO I DON'T
WHAT DOES THAT MAKE ME?
BUT JUST A LITTLE INSINCERE

MIDNIGHT MOUNTAIN

WHICH WAY IS SOUTH?
I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE
WHERE WILL I GO
WHEN THINGS GET TOO HARDCORE?
THIS IS ALL I KNOW
SINCE I WAS A BOY OF 23 YEARS OLD
SO PLEASE RATION ME MY BOOZE AND CIGARETTES
KEEP ME UNDER YOUR EYE
CAUSE I GET LONELY SOMETIMES
OH YOU KNOW HOW IT CAN BE

HOW COULD I EVER BE ABLE TO LET GO?
AND HOW COULD I EVER BE ABLE TO LET GO?
OF MY HISTORY THAT MEANS NOTHING TO ME
SO EASILY CAUSE IT MEANS NOTHING TO ME
I'M UP ON MIDNIGHT MOUNTAIN

HOW COULD THIS BE ANY BETTER
I'M NOT AFRAID OF ANYTHING ANYMORE
I COULD TRY BUT I SURELY WILL FAIL
BY GOING SOMEWHERE ELSE
OH PLEASE WHY DO I DEFEAT MYSELF
THIS IS SOMETHING GOOD
OR AT LEAST IT SHOULD BE
IF I WASN'T TRYING TO REASON WITH MY UNREASONABLE REASONS

HOW COULD I EVER BE ABLE TO LET GO?
AND HOW COULD I EVER BE ABLE TO LET GO?
OF MY HISTORY THAT MEANS NOTHING TO ME
SO EASILY CAUSE IT MEANS NOTHING TO ME
I'M UP ON MIDNIGHT MOUNTAIN

EXCESS

NOW WE ALL LIVE IN AMERICA
WE WANT MORE
WE WANT MORE THAN WE CAN RECEIVE
NOTHING WILL SURVIVE
WHILE WE DISPOSE OF OUR LIVES
CAUSE I KNOW YOU AND I KNOW I
AND WE DON'T WANT TO DIE

I WANT EXCESS

ALL ALONG I KNEW IT WAS WRONG
BUT I TOOK MORE
I TOOK MORE THAN I COULD RECEIVE
I NEED TO BE CONSTANTLY
IN THE ABYSS OF STIMULUS
SO I CAN SLEEP AT NIGHT

I WANT EXCESS

THERE'LL NEVER BE ENOUGH STUFF

GONNA HAVE TO CUT OFF MY HANDS
SEW UP MY MOUTH
TAKE OUT MY EYES
PUT THEM SOMEWHERE I CAN'T SEE NO MORE

I WANT EXCESS

THERE'LL NEVER BE ENOUGH

HAUNT ME

I DON'T WANT TO TALK ANYMORE
I DON'T WANT TO HEAR YOU TALK ANYMORE
I JUST WANT TO CATCH YOUR EYE
I JUST WANT TO MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE YOU WANNA DIE

YOURS IS THE LOVE THAT'LL HAUNT ME TO MY GRAVE

I DON'T WANT TO TALK ANYMORE
I DON'T WANT TO HEAR YOU TALK ANYMORE
I JUST WANT TO TAKE YOU HOME
I JUST WANT TO MAKE YOU MY OWN
I JUST WANT TO MAKE YOU CRAWL
I JUST WANT TO MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE YOU GIVE IT ALL

YOURS IS THE LOVE THAT'LL HAUNT ME TO MY GRAVE

I DON'T WANNA TALK
I DON'T WANNA TALK
I DON'T WANNA TALK NO MORE

I DON'T WANNA SLEEP
I DON'T WANNA SLEEP
I DON'T WANNA SLEEP NO MORE

I DON'T WANNA DRINK
I DON'T WANNA DRINK
I DON'T WANNA DRINK NO MORE

I JUST WANNA BE
I JUST WANNA BE
I JUST WANNA BE WITH YOU

YOURS IS THE LOVE THAT'LL HAUNT ME TO MY GRAVE

KNOW-IT-ALL

I USED TO BE NUMBER 1
NOW I AM NUMBER 2
I USED TO BURN A HOLE IN YOUR HEART
NOW THERE IS SOMEONE NEW

LET'S DRIVE INTO THE CITY
WE'LL GET ANYTHING WE WANT
BUT WE'LL GET NOTHING WE NEED
CAUSE THE LIGHTS HAVE BEEN DRAWING US IN AND
TAMING THE WILD WITHIN

I USED TO THINK THAT I KNEW IT ALL
BUT I KNOW NOTHING AT ALL

I COULD BE NEXT
THE NEXT T.REX
DEAD BEFORE I KNOW IT'S TIME
AND AVOID MY TRUTH TO THE END
AND GO ON WASTING MY TIME

I USED TO THINK THAT I KNEW IT ALL
BUT I KNOW NOTHING AT ALL

I USED TO BE NUMBER ONE
NOW I AM NUMBER TWO
I USED TO BURN A HOLE IN YOUR HEART
NOW THERE IS SOMEONE NEW